if you really knew me :)

about an hour ago i saw this one reality tv show known as "if you really knew me " . this show is mostly about people opening up about what they feel inside their heart , and in this show people do erally open up :) they tell you things that you didnt even expect from another person. like for example , in the show this one girl admitted that she has an alcoholic father and her mother is in prison for doing drugs. this reality tv show is mostly done in high schools, but from my point of view, they should not limit the age limit to only school girls and boys. i think this kind of group meetings should also be done among the woring adults and also college students dont you think? from this i think all of us can open up and really get to know each other and finally know what is the main problem others are having that they bug you like hell and get on your nerves sometimes. from my experients i do get i trouble alot not cop troubles but friends troubles. im not sure whether is it me or people that is causing all this problems and conflicts. when i confront my mom about this , she has this one prinsip , people are not wrong but your children are wrong. what im trying to say is that, when there is a problem im the one that will be blame and not the other person. im not complaining since i have lived with that prinsip for almost 20 years and im immuned to it :) but the thing is , i just want to know what ticks people off about me? im not trying to be emo or anything but i get into a lot of cat's fights during my college years hahahh embarassing for me admit it but oh yes meow is definately my middle name :) from the "experients" i have been through, maybe i am in the wrong for being too naif about certain things and not to let all your secrets out from the box and i think i do blame myself for that. im the one who's causing all the cat fights and all the dirt about you, they used it to go against you:) im not blaming anyone but what has passed is past. moral of the story is to be open to someone, if you think she is annoying tell her , dont go behin her back and tell lies about her. people should learn to open up , and the other party who is listening should keep their mouth shut and not go tell everyone about what you know and dont know. if you have a problem among your feinds and family , i think we should clear the air and make things in its normal state. i hate being the b**** who is being hated sometimes, i know certain people just pretend to like me but actually deep done under she hates me like hell. its ok people have variety of feelings, one of it is hatred. if you sometimes think im annoying or any word that is synonim ( wtv i dont know how to spell that word) do tell me :) im trying to be open minded and care less about what people say about me , whatever comments you make to me whether it is positve or negative i will take it as a word of encouragement ,i am a new person now , i hope -_-" , meet the new MEEZA :) wohooo , no more being the crybaby who cries  alot and PHEWW to that zakiran :) hahah
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